I have been up for over 24 hours straight. I cannot sleep and I am stressing over these assignments that I have due in my photography classes. I am starting to loose my passion for photography because of these assignments that I do not want to do. They want you to use models in certain assignments but do not want you using your spouse, family or friends. I do not feel comfortable asking a complete stranger if I can take their photograph. That is just me. And I do not really have any friends here, but one couple. I am so busy that I do not have time to socialize any more and all of my previous friends from here have moved. We are leaving in December to head to Alaska so I am not really crazy about trying to make new friends right now. I know it may sound mean, but I do not have time to accommodate other people in my life when I am trying to work on my photography, going to school fulltime, trying to find an extra job to help out and keeping up with the housework. I would love to have a girlfriend to hang out with, but it just seems impossible right now in my life. Looking forward to a new adventure in Alaska but it just can't come soon enough.
